So Frigid... So Cold
WorriedNo! I, therefore Hooman Bragi honestly declare how frankly sick and tired I am of this whole matter. Not that I care much about their fate, or how and when the cold hands of impending doom will touch our grave for the last time. It just... I'm more or less tired of all these sick thoughts switching. It weakens me... wears me down.
Why can't I feel stable for once in my life? Why shouldn't I be able to hold unto one sick, unrealistic, sadistic, evil daydream of mine for a second or two without having it shattered into fragments and particles by something that I did, or didn't see it coming.
No! You are getting the whole matter wrong, dear. This is not the story of a typical, too-confused-for-his-own-good teenager. I ask you, so beseechingly, to drop that assumption right now. It's just... just... just too difficult to explain.
What does it matter what I see? I just want to hold to my reasons, to have my own struggle, that struggle within, to be everyone's conflict, or bring it out at least. I want to set that hound free for once in his, and my lifetime.
Too difficult to explain, my dear! Too difficult. I am much glad that you are not here, here inside my mind to feel the storm... It could make you hate me forever, 'till the very end of the time. Yet I want to hold to that tiny, little daemonic voice within me that keeps whispering to me.
I know no one might actually read this wholly but you, my heart. But never, never in my whole life I felt in need for a warm touch of a warm hand when I feel so cold inside. So frigid, so cold. And I honestly want it to be one of your little, miraculous hands. At least, it would be better to hold than what... Forget about it.
I see it. I honestly do, and I want to stop it. But... But... But there is always a big but. Do you want me to go any further?
Sorry! Just lost my train of thought.
What if I tell you, with all the honesty you thought I had, that the world, your world, our world will never be the same again. What if I tell you, with the same honesty, that we, all of us, will fade to a nasty shade of black in a short period of time, and won't be heard of ever again? Not many people can bear what I see... And I can't bear this constant, feeble, circular, repetitive, hateful, and painful change from yen to yang, from yang to yen in me. That's the worst part, my lovely.
Bye-bye, beautiful! Is that all I'm supposed to say when I see the beautiful ones being sacrificed? Yet I cannot deal with my brain. One of us has to convince the other to be frozen forever in a stable, static state.
So frigid, so cold...
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Right After You Do This.
Just read the little stories and
Think of a wish as you scroll all
The way to the bottom. There is
A message there - then make your
Wish.
No attachment on this one.
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Stories
I'm 13 years old, and I wished
That my dad would come home from
The army, because he'd been having
Problems with his heart and right
Leg It was 2:53 p .m.. When I made
My wish. At 3: 07 PM . (14 minutes
Later), the doorbell rang, and
There my Dad was, luggage and all!!
I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
Having trouble in my job and on the
Verge of quitting. I made a simple
Wish that my boss would get a new
Job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
There was an announcement that he
Was promoted and was leaving for
Another city. Believe me...this
Really works!!!
My name is Ann and I am 45 years
Of age. I had always been single
And had been hoping to get into a
Nice, loving relationship for many
Years. While kind of daydreaming(and right after receiving this email)
I wished that a quality person would
Finally come into my life. That was at
9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM
A FedEx delivery man came into my
Office.He was cute, polite and
Could not stop smiling at me. He
Started coming back almost everyday(even without packages) and asked me
Out a week later . We married 6
Months later and now have been
Happily married for 2 years.
What a great email it was!!
Just scroll down to the end, but
While you do, think of a wish.
Make your wish when you have completed
Scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the
Number of minutes it will take for your
Wish to come true. Ex.you are 25 years
Old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish
To come true).
However, if you don't send this to
People in 5 minutes, you will have bad
Luck for years!!
Go for it!!!
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Congratulations!!! Your wish will
Now come true in your age minutes.
Now follow this carefully....it
Can be very rewarding!!!!
If you send this to 10 more
People, other than the 5 that you
Already have to send to, something
Major that you've been wanting
Will happen.
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